The waiting game

My nurse hasn't called yet. And it's ridiculous that I am anxious about it. Theoretically, calls are made between 12 and 4pm. But Wednesday she called me around 10am, which means nothing about today's call, since she could have a different schedule today.

And let's not forget that the time of her call isn't going to change the results. But here I sit. I refuse to even go to the ladies' room for fear of missing her call, which is stupid, but that's the way it is. I cannot believe what a freak I am being. This is so stupid.